No, I'm not in rut, I'm in a rut. Have been for a few days now and not sure why. Been mad at everyone and everything for no reason that I know of. Kinda been depressed too and not sure why. Like I have lost my best friend and that's not at all like me. Got to snap out of it and now !! Been avoiding people that I usually enjoy talking to. I have no idea why I am feeling this way either.
Maybe it's all the news and the gloom and doom that goes along with it, not sure. What I do know is that I have not been myself for the last week or so and I don't like, nobody else here does either I'm sure.
The family is gone for the weekend and I think they have a trip to Gatlinburg TN. planned next week too. Maybe this weekend will give me a chance to rest up a bit and take in some nice quite time. I need it, they need it, we all need it. Not sure if I will make the trip with them next week either. I think it's a school shopping/vacation kinda thing. Just not my style really. Now if they want to take a tent and we can all stay in the woods the whole time I may be game but not in them hotel motel get ups. No thanks, I stay here if that's the plan and I know it is. But, maybe if a mountian cabin is in the works I may be up for that. I could stay there and in the hot tub while they go do their thing, I could do that I guess.Either way, I have to get over this bad spell that I have been under.
Here's to a better day tomorrow.
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